My interactions 10/26
Posted: Mon Oct 28, 2024 2:17 pm
The first night I went I didn't interact too much. I kind of sat back and I watched once again. This It is my downfall of me shutting down around people. I tend not to get out of my comfort zone and just sit back and watch and see what everybody else does goes into play of my fear of being rejected or being told no or something. I don't want to hear that embarrasses me. I don't know. The second time I went I felt a little more comfortable. I talked. I asked questions. I found out going through the trail the first time though. The guy who called me his name had to be mace but he denied ever calling me but his voice sounded exactly the same and he spoke the same words. Basically that he said to me over the phone. Anyways, spoke with Buck. Asked him about his book. Not sure if that was a mistake or not. Martin read the passage of it and then couldn't finish so buck read to us. No words lol how to talk with Lily
She asked us what we knew. Told her a little bit. She explained to me how it is all about balance. They may take but they also give back. Explain to the ritual about how it's always been a woman and never a man but not yet. She explained to me when I asked her about everybody sniffing us. Said some find out information by smell some by seeing and some by hearing. She held Martin in his hand and spoke an incantation over us once she said she hasn't used before. Not sure what that at could be about. I made friends with plenty that night and I'm pretty proud of myself, I danced on a table something I would never do, But I felt at ease when the fortune teller's hand reached out to me and ushured me on top of the table. I spoke with Hesta. She too explained to me about her blood run that she had to go on and how I missed her last time. Told me she met a man and asked us how would we explain her family to him so there's some things he's just going to have to learn on his own. I did get to spend some Time with Cletums, was a part of another couple trying to explain the birds and the bees to him. There is someone he likes. Definitely don't think Cletum gets enough recognition as he deserves. I feel like at some point he's bound to stick up for himself and all hell is going to break loose cuz he does but maybe that's just me. Martin spoke with Charlie recognized an Irish guy when he saw one. Took him away and had him go knock on a tree and explain to him where the phrase knock on wood came from. Martin was also appointed deputy and was made to have someone cover up their yellow. The guy was terrified so that was fun. I'm stepping away and trying to Cletums as Jen is looking for him, someone comes around the corner and asks what we're watching and I said I didn't know I wanted to keep him hidden so he wasn't a victim of Jen's again. I've never even dawned on me until I believe it was Charles that popped up and asked why I was talking to Satan and I replied well. I don't even know who she is because she never told me her name. Much to my surprise it was the one and only Dymuntz, taken aback by her beauty. I had no idea what to say. She asked me someone along the lines maybe of why I was there or if I found was I was looking for and of course all this time she was who I had been looking for. My night was made. She told me she was here to watch how thing played out at the end for me. Once again, I'm not sure what that meant. I'm still in awh over how gorgeous she is. She told me to go make friends. So I did. I became more relaxed with being around everyone, taking it all in.. DLB was talking to someone, I couldn't hear it at all but I did hear some things about him talking about what this guy do if he power. Kind of last of what I heard and then he turns around and he says "kneel" I buckle and immediately down to my knees I go and he walks away. I need to be better about using my voice because in all honesty nobody should hold power over me. I got up and immediately knew what happened and why he asked me to. A few of the Elites remembered me from my first night. A nice boost of self esteem.. I'm not one people remember, so there's that. Also upon our talk with Lily, she explained how she is training Maddy and she's in good hands. Dorothea adopted her and her Father is teaching her a lot. Everyone has these powers but need help how to use them. The old gods are the four elements. Cletums took us to the woods to demonstrate a train with no brakes and taking to paths. Asking us which one we would choose, the one with one person or the one with three. They kept giving logical explanations but then those got shut down and said well. What if your able to do that. People chose the one person. Same as the other people that were there. But then when it came to Cletums answer. He said he would derail the train. Cletums would selflessly choose losing his life over the other people. I thought this was interesting and goes back to my theory of something bigger happening with him. I thought my time was done, but was being pulled back to going on Halloween, so that I will do. I may not have as much knowledge as others, but I'm going at my pace and hope for so much more.
Also if anyone can find anything or has the correct spelling. Lily talked about the Earth God and his name was Rohco or something along those lines.
She asked us what we knew. Told her a little bit. She explained to me how it is all about balance. They may take but they also give back. Explain to the ritual about how it's always been a woman and never a man but not yet. She explained to me when I asked her about everybody sniffing us. Said some find out information by smell some by seeing and some by hearing. She held Martin in his hand and spoke an incantation over us once she said she hasn't used before. Not sure what that at could be about. I made friends with plenty that night and I'm pretty proud of myself, I danced on a table something I would never do, But I felt at ease when the fortune teller's hand reached out to me and ushured me on top of the table. I spoke with Hesta. She too explained to me about her blood run that she had to go on and how I missed her last time. Told me she met a man and asked us how would we explain her family to him so there's some things he's just going to have to learn on his own. I did get to spend some Time with Cletums, was a part of another couple trying to explain the birds and the bees to him. There is someone he likes. Definitely don't think Cletum gets enough recognition as he deserves. I feel like at some point he's bound to stick up for himself and all hell is going to break loose cuz he does but maybe that's just me. Martin spoke with Charlie recognized an Irish guy when he saw one. Took him away and had him go knock on a tree and explain to him where the phrase knock on wood came from. Martin was also appointed deputy and was made to have someone cover up their yellow. The guy was terrified so that was fun. I'm stepping away and trying to Cletums as Jen is looking for him, someone comes around the corner and asks what we're watching and I said I didn't know I wanted to keep him hidden so he wasn't a victim of Jen's again. I've never even dawned on me until I believe it was Charles that popped up and asked why I was talking to Satan and I replied well. I don't even know who she is because she never told me her name. Much to my surprise it was the one and only Dymuntz, taken aback by her beauty. I had no idea what to say. She asked me someone along the lines maybe of why I was there or if I found was I was looking for and of course all this time she was who I had been looking for. My night was made. She told me she was here to watch how thing played out at the end for me. Once again, I'm not sure what that meant. I'm still in awh over how gorgeous she is. She told me to go make friends. So I did. I became more relaxed with being around everyone, taking it all in.. DLB was talking to someone, I couldn't hear it at all but I did hear some things about him talking about what this guy do if he power. Kind of last of what I heard and then he turns around and he says "kneel" I buckle and immediately down to my knees I go and he walks away. I need to be better about using my voice because in all honesty nobody should hold power over me. I got up and immediately knew what happened and why he asked me to. A few of the Elites remembered me from my first night. A nice boost of self esteem.. I'm not one people remember, so there's that. Also upon our talk with Lily, she explained how she is training Maddy and she's in good hands. Dorothea adopted her and her Father is teaching her a lot. Everyone has these powers but need help how to use them. The old gods are the four elements. Cletums took us to the woods to demonstrate a train with no brakes and taking to paths. Asking us which one we would choose, the one with one person or the one with three. They kept giving logical explanations but then those got shut down and said well. What if your able to do that. People chose the one person. Same as the other people that were there. But then when it came to Cletums answer. He said he would derail the train. Cletums would selflessly choose losing his life over the other people. I thought this was interesting and goes back to my theory of something bigger happening with him. I thought my time was done, but was being pulled back to going on Halloween, so that I will do. I may not have as much knowledge as others, but I'm going at my pace and hope for so much more.
Also if anyone can find anything or has the correct spelling. Lily talked about the Earth God and his name was Rohco or something along those lines.