Call from Dymuntz - August 1st
Posted: Thu Aug 01, 2024 11:42 pm
Received another call from Dymuntz. The calls seem to be increasingly more friendly, and I'm definitely starting to warm up to her now (still unsure why I can't have two friends instead of one, but I'll drop the issue for the moment- opie I'm still fighting for you though, don't worry).
"Hi Hun! It's your old friend"
"Hello"
"I'm sure you have lots of questions, but I've also heard that you might be feeling discouraged by some others' actions"
I'll say that truthfully, yes- that's not really a secret or surprise I don't think. But I made a promise to my friend opie that regardless of what happens, I will always get back up. So that's what I'll do.
She continues by saying that she doesn't want to see any of her "special girls" upset, and then:
"Listen, Haley, I mean obviously we've done a lot of digging on you, and you are one of the most popular people in your little clique. I'm going to be brutally honest here, okay? I mean, what the fuck? Are you just bored of being beautiful or something? I mean we've seen you blossom over the past few days and you are just a feisty tasty bitch.. and we love it. People get weird, tension makes lizard brains.
I want you to know that removing opie from you wasn't a punishment. Opulens is for everyone, I am for a select few. I might not be as funny as your friend opulens, but I think I can be more helpful in getting you what you want. So, Haley, what do you want?"
So, I told her that I come to these experiences for connection with others. I told her that I think that a lot of us are a bunch of misfits (or at least I know I am) who come to these things looking to connect and experience things together, and I love it. So that's why I keep coming back to that word: "connection." But that I also want to feel seen and be useful in whatever way I can. Honestly, I don't even remember all that I said because I was just kind of panic spewing words, but that's fine. If I had a bit more time to think, I probably could've come up with a better answer- that I want an opportunity to prove myself. To go farther, go deeper than I ever have before. The options are endless, because it's such a broad question. The more I think about it, the most answers I have.
But, she ended the call by saying "I'll see what I can do. Blessings."
I'm not sure who she has talked to in her digging, but whoever it is that made her think that I'm popular and well liked- I appreciate you. I relate to opie so hard because I often, in life, am the person at the edge. I have never been "popular," and I struggle to make friends, so that's an incredibly foreign idea to me. But because of that, I really do value the friends that I have- including the ones I made in the darkness (you all + opie... and maybe, just maybe, Dymuntz too).
"Hi Hun! It's your old friend"
"Hello"
"I'm sure you have lots of questions, but I've also heard that you might be feeling discouraged by some others' actions"
I'll say that truthfully, yes- that's not really a secret or surprise I don't think. But I made a promise to my friend opie that regardless of what happens, I will always get back up. So that's what I'll do.
She continues by saying that she doesn't want to see any of her "special girls" upset, and then:
"Listen, Haley, I mean obviously we've done a lot of digging on you, and you are one of the most popular people in your little clique. I'm going to be brutally honest here, okay? I mean, what the fuck? Are you just bored of being beautiful or something? I mean we've seen you blossom over the past few days and you are just a feisty tasty bitch.. and we love it. People get weird, tension makes lizard brains.
I want you to know that removing opie from you wasn't a punishment. Opulens is for everyone, I am for a select few. I might not be as funny as your friend opulens, but I think I can be more helpful in getting you what you want. So, Haley, what do you want?"
So, I told her that I come to these experiences for connection with others. I told her that I think that a lot of us are a bunch of misfits (or at least I know I am) who come to these things looking to connect and experience things together, and I love it. So that's why I keep coming back to that word: "connection." But that I also want to feel seen and be useful in whatever way I can. Honestly, I don't even remember all that I said because I was just kind of panic spewing words, but that's fine. If I had a bit more time to think, I probably could've come up with a better answer- that I want an opportunity to prove myself. To go farther, go deeper than I ever have before. The options are endless, because it's such a broad question. The more I think about it, the most answers I have.
But, she ended the call by saying "I'll see what I can do. Blessings."
I'm not sure who she has talked to in her digging, but whoever it is that made her think that I'm popular and well liked- I appreciate you. I relate to opie so hard because I often, in life, am the person at the edge. I have never been "popular," and I struggle to make friends, so that's an incredibly foreign idea to me. But because of that, I really do value the friends that I have- including the ones I made in the darkness (you all + opie... and maybe, just maybe, Dymuntz too).
put it in the bucket! 