Call from Dymuntz - August 1st

[haleywilde]

Received another call from Dymuntz. The calls seem to be increasingly more friendly, and I'm definitely starting to warm up to her now (still unsure why I can't have two friends instead of one, but I'll drop the issue for the moment- opie I'm still fighting for you though, don't worry).

"Hi Hun! It's your old friend"
"Hello"
"I'm sure you have lots of questions, but I've also heard that you might be feeling discouraged by some others' actions"

I'll say that truthfully, yes- that's not really a secret or surprise I don't think. But I made a promise to my friend opie that regardless of what happens, I will always get back up. So that's what I'll do.

She continues by saying that she doesn't want to see any of her "special girls" upset, and then:

"Listen, Haley, I mean obviously we've done a lot of digging on you, and you are one of the most popular people in your little clique. I'm going to be brutally honest here, okay? I mean, what the fuck? Are you just bored of being beautiful or something? I mean we've seen you blossom over the past few days and you are just a feisty tasty bitch.. and we love it. People get weird, tension makes lizard brains.

I want you to know that removing opie from you wasn't a punishment. Opulens is for everyone, I am for a select few. I might not be as funny as your friend opulens, but I think I can be more helpful in getting you what you want. So, Haley, what do you want?"

So, I told her that I come to these experiences for connection with others. I told her that I think that a lot of us are a bunch of misfits (or at least I know I am) who come to these things looking to connect and experience things together, and I love it. So that's why I keep coming back to that word: "connection." But that I also want to feel seen and be useful in whatever way I can. Honestly, I don't even remember all that I said because I was just kind of panic spewing words, but that's fine. If I had a bit more time to think, I probably could've come up with a better answer- that I want an opportunity to prove myself. To go farther, go deeper than I ever have before. The options are endless, because it's such a broad question. The more I think about it, the most answers I have.

But, she ended the call by saying "I'll see what I can do. Blessings."


I'm not sure who she has talked to in her digging, but whoever it is that made her think that I'm popular and well liked- I appreciate you. I relate to opie so hard because I often, in life, am the person at the edge. I have never been "popular," and I struggle to make friends, so that's an incredibly foreign idea to me. But because of that, I really do value the friends that I have- including the ones I made in the darkness (you all + opie... and maybe, just maybe, Dymuntz too).

[UnseenPresence]

What an interesting call.

I wonder what makes someone "special" in her(their) eyes.

Maybe you don't realize how popular you are. Maybe you have grown in ways that don't show to you yet

Just fascinating.

[Caboose04]

Received another call from Dymuntz. The calls seem to be increasingly more friendly, and I'm definitely starting to warm up to her now (still unsure why I can't have two friends instead of one, but I'll drop the issue for the moment- opie I'm still fighting for you though, don't worry).

"Hi Hun! It's your old friend"
"Hello"
"I'm sure you have lots of questions, but I've also heard that you might be feeling discouraged by some others' actions"

I'll say that truthfully, yes- that's not really a secret or surprise I don't think. But I made a promise to my friend opie that regardless of what happens, I will always get back up. So that's what I'll do.

She continues by saying that she doesn't want to see any of her "special girls" upset, and then:

"Listen, Haley, I mean obviously we've done a lot of digging on you, and you are one of the most popular people in your little clique. I'm going to be brutally honest here, okay? I mean, what the fuck? Are you just bored of being beautiful or something? I mean we've seen you blossom over the past few days and you are just a feisty tasty bitch.. and we love it. People get weird, tension makes lizard brains.

I want you to know that removing opie from you wasn't a punishment. Opulens is for everyone, I am for a select few. I might not be as funny as your friend opulens, but I think I can be more helpful in getting you what you want. So, Haley, what do you want?"

So, I told her that I come to these experiences for connection with others. I told her that I think that a lot of us are a bunch of misfits (or at least I know I am) who come to these things looking to connect and experience things together, and I love it. So that's why I keep coming back to that word: "connection." But that I also want to feel seen and be useful in whatever way I can. Honestly, I don't even remember all that I said because I was just kind of panic spewing words, but that's fine. If I had a bit more time to think, I probably could've come up with a better answer- that I want an opportunity to prove myself. To go farther, go deeper than I ever have before. The options are endless, because it's such a broad question. The more I think about it, the most answers I have.

But, she ended the call by saying "I'll see what I can do. Blessings."


I'm not sure who she has talked to in her digging, but whoever it is that made her think that I'm popular and well liked- I appreciate you. I relate to opie so hard because I often, in life, am the person at the edge. I have never been "popular," and I struggle to make friends, so that's an incredibly foreign idea to me. But because of that, I really do value the friends that I have- including the ones I made in the darkness (you all + opie... and maybe, just maybe, Dymuntz too).

I think it speaks loudly that she keeps reaching out to you and attempting to make a connection with you herself.

[Wanda102]

I'm not sure who she has talked to in her digging, but whoever it is that made her think that I'm popular and well liked- I appreciate you.

I think you made her think that more than anyone, love.

[blondie]

I'm not sure who she has talked to in her digging, but whoever it is that made her think that I'm popular and well liked- I appreciate you.

I think you made her think that more than anyone, love.

Seconding this.

Dammit, my eyes are leaking…

[ToCarp]

Love is law

[cd3vane]

I'm happy you are coming around to Dymuntz slowly and I'm excited to see what they have in store for you!

I told her that I think that a lot of us are a bunch of misfits (or at least I know I am) who come to these things looking to connect and experience things together, and I love it.

This is very relatable and I definitely would put myself in the misfit bucket and I think because of that I also struggle sometimes to even acknowledge the connections I do have both in life and in this, because internally I feel different and overthink most of my decisions. I have slowly been trying to be more open this time around and you and many others in this community are certainly helping on that journey even if posting something vulnerable still makes me want to disappear lol. All that to say I can't speak to outside of this but I think here you are popular with them and us now because you are saying what a lot of us feel loud and proud and your loyalty that you have shown for opie is something I think most of us admire including your new possible friend.

(Even now considering deleting all of this that's about me but fuck it put it in the 3rd bucket)

[haleywilde]

I'm not sure who she has talked to in her digging, but whoever it is that made her think that I'm popular and well liked- I appreciate you.

I think you made her think that more than anyone, love.

Seconding this.

Dammit, my eyes are leaking…

y’all… don’t make me cry

[haleywilde]

I'm happy you are coming around to Dymuntz slowly and I'm excited to see what they have in store for you!

I told her that I think that a lot of us are a bunch of misfits (or at least I know I am) who come to these things looking to connect and experience things together, and I love it.

This is very relatable and I definitely would put myself in the misfit bucket and I think because of that I also struggle sometimes to even acknowledge the connections I do have both in life and in this, because internally I feel different and overthink most of my decisions. I have slowly been trying to be more open this time around and you and many others in this community are certainly helping on that journey even if posting something vulnerable still makes me want to disappear lol. All that to say I can't speak to outside of this but I think here you are popular with them and us now because you are saying what a lot of us feel loud and proud and your loyalty that you have shown for opie is something I think most of us admire including your new possible friend.

(Even now considering deleting all of this that's about me but fuck it put it in the 3rd bucket)

yessss put it in the bucket!

I know that I speak for everyone here when I say that you are such an integral part of this community— time to speak from your chest and say what you want!

happy to help lead the vulnerability movement